So, since I got to knew this girl, that is on my mind almost all the time, I can’t stop thinking about how will it be if for some reason this ‘thing’ that we have takes to be more and more strong than I can take control in. As I said, she is one of my friends’ girlfriend, but they have some problems on their relationship - I don’t want them to be together anymore and it is not because I want this girl with me, it is just because I realized that my friend doesn’t deserve a girl like her.

This girl knows that I have a boyfriend, and she says that she doesn’t care about it, that she likes me and she can’t help it when it comes to think with the heart and not with the head. I also can’t help it right now, my boyfriend knows that I’m a bisexual, and he actually doesn’t care about it. But I don’t wanna hurt anyone. I know I wont hurt them both, but my biggest worry right now is my friend, cuz if she gets to know what is happening between her girlfriend and me, she will get mad. Her girlfriend said that it doesn’t matter anymore cuz my friend is now like anything to her, since she has hurted her a lot… like A LOT. I want them to be happy, but I don’t think that the best way will be seeing them together.

The only thing that comes on my mind right now, is Imagine me & you.
I’m in a trauma with this movie, I know, but I just love it. ♥

This has been one of my tabues since the day I knew I was attracted to women. A lot of people think that it is sick when a lesbian couple decide to have a baby, but they don’t know that people in love do this to be even more happy and to have a family to take care of.

I do understand this, because I really wanna have a baby. No mattering if it is with a man or a woman, I strongly think that having a baby is the most beautiful thing that could happen to a woman, like the best present from heaven. Of course it is harder to have a baby if it is with a woman but it is not imposible - and yes I know how do lesbian couples have their baby.

Anyways… I wrote this because I had a dream about my future baby yesterday :) ♥

I do looove Angelina’s breast. They’re beautiful and so my style. Anyways. I have some problems with my boyfriend and i think we are about to break up even i dont want to end our relationship. He is the one that keeps saying that he is ready to break up whenever the time comes up. I dont care if he is or not ready btw.

I met a girl a few weeks ago. She is one of friends’ girlfriend. Short hair boyish look. Yeah, she’s a butch and we have something. That excites me a lot… freaking hell T_T